That being said... Man I feel different. I mean, since I have been about 6 weeks pregnant I've felt off... But with each new day I notice something else.
Here are the biggest ones as of recent.
My appetite is not as insatiatable as it use to be ( I think its because I'm not working out as hard at the gym )
Which is another thing. I'm not as religious about going to the gym. I still go every week, but its not such a rigid schedule. ( this is something I can't wait to get back to.... Because it makes me happy)
I don't like watching TV. Like.... At all. Part of its due to being uncomfortable... Okay a lot of its due to that, but the other part of me just can't focus. I like getting up and being productive.
My shopping and spending has been curbed. Instead of buying cute home decor and clothes for myself, I find myself pinching pennies so I can buy what I can for Olivia.
Everyone has warned me of sleepless nights with a new born. No one really warned me that I wouldn't be getting sleep when I was pregnant. I pee 4, 5, even sometimes 6 times a night. I find my mind wondering of lots of thoughts, and tossing and turning trying to get comfy.
I wear my husbands clothes. Lol
I worry ALOT more. Like a lot a lot more. ( This probably needs to be addressed and corrected ) Every thing that happens now doesn't just effect me, it effects her. I just want her to be healthy and happy and I don't want the world to taint, break, or tarnish her like I feel it has to so many..
My sexy has long since left. Lol I mean... There are days I feel really pretty... But sexy? Not really...I'm sure that will return eventually.
I care a lot more about our house being clean. Don't get me wrong.. I've always liked a a tidy house, but this is a different level of clean.
And well... That's all I can think of right now.
In the blink of the eye I'm sure a lot will change yet again... Which is good for a person like me who doesn't do well with change. It teaches me to go with the flow. :)
These new changes though I think will be some of the best changes I will have had in my life!
and what everyone enjoys--pictures!
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| Michelle made this for Olivia's Nursery Sorry about the reflection. |
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| I had nothing clean to wear so I searched in my closet and out of curiosity tried on my spring shorts. THEY FIT! Okay. okay-not comfortably.. but hey I was able to button them up. So it counts! ;) |
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| Our little Princess will have several head bands. |
1 comment:
The sexy comes back! I promise! I remember sobbing in the shower from about five months along until post-baby wondering if I'd ever be myself again--you totally get back to it! Especially since we're younger, we care about food and activity, it's pretty easy to get back to it, not a ton of work. Just a lot of time. About three months after birth (C-sectiontoo!) I TECHNICALLY fit in my old jeans again, but it was tight. A year from when I stopped breastfeeding, it was like it never happened. Just give yourself time, you dont' even have to worry about working too hard--a kid will keep you in shape, anyway! :) Just wanted to give some hope, I cried so much over it (I am vain).
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