Try Try Again.

I'm learning to choose, learning to be positive again, learning to have more faith, learning to trust, to have patience. learning not to compare,learning to LISTEN,  serve, learning to love, to be confident,  and to rely on the Lord daily.  Qualities I thought I already possessed, but I obviously have not perfected.

I'm humbled. I see the struggles and yet I see how the Lord wants to bless me. I choose to follow him. Some people say that living  optimistically is setting yourself up for heartache. For me, it's completley the opposite. If I don't have hope and light in my life, I loose vigor and drive. I'm not one to be apathetic. I am passionate, and full of emotion. People have often used the words bubbly, happy, animated, and enthusiastic to describe me. I'm not saying that's how everyone has to be or should be, but if I were to look at solely the obstacles in front of me, I would simply give up. Instead, I choose to dream of the my future and pick myself up and try again.