All the Wonderful people.

I am surrounded by wonderful people. :) Wonderful people who do wonderful things. I am so grateful for there example to me. Everyone i know is simply Amazing. I would name each and every one of you and how much I admire you, but for the fear of forgetting someone and for the sake of time, I wont. I wish i had all the talents and gifts that all of you do.

Sometimes, i get down on myself. I am so weak. I make so many mistakes--even when im trying my hardest! I dont seem to have the talents that so many others do. Its hard for me. I want to be better. I want to be all that I can be. I want to be STRONG. I want to be able to accomplish many tasks, and do it well. As bad as this sounds, I want others to look to me, like i look to you. I want to be able to help and to serve and to stand TALL.

I set goals for myself and I love to reach them. I love making lists. Did you know i have made lists probably since i was in in Seventh grade? I am OCD, but I love marking things off. and feeling accomplished. I love being busy and productive.

With that being said, sometimes I give up. Sometimes I fall and DONT get back on the horse. And even when im doing well... I find myself falling short. I get frustrated! There are so MANY things i want to work on to be better! Sometimes i think Ive got it all down, and then i get a wake up call.

Today, was my wake up call. It was my lesson from the Lord. I have big plans for myself, but so does the Lord. The Lord does want me to be successful and happy. I want what all of you have, but that means. Many Many Many hours and YEARS of hard work,sweat, persistence, patience, practice, experience, diligence, faith, courage,  and Millions of prayers for strength. God abides by the law, and Just like all of you have had to work, I too will have to go the distance.

Thank you everyone for helping me in my Journey in life. Never Change.