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Thursday, June 10, 2010

A Tender Heart.

I think almost all people have a deeper side. The sensitive side. A person who cares, and wants to be better. (The light of Christ)

I recently have got to know quite a few people--great people and there DEEPER side. There fears, they way they TRULY feel inside. Today however... I discovered something about MYSELF.  My personal sensitivity. My heart breaks very easily. Im not saying Im depressed or completely sad... but *I* personally just care a lot, and im easily hurt or offended. It can be a disadvantage, and very very difficult, because i find myself upset a lot. Which i do need to work on. However... the more i learn and grow, the more i discover my roots. My mom and My brothers are probably the sweetest people you will ever encounter.I think this I was very blessed in childhood My mother never yelled, and constantly corrected or apologized for things she did wrong..*however.. it never REALLY was wrong*.She never wanted to hurt anyones feelings or make them feel less about themselves I think this is because she cares and sometimes she is easily offended.She has made a special effort to never offend anyone else. i see that in *ME* but now the way i see myself, is somewhat different.

Recently. I read a article that college students are becoming more and more addicted to the technology we have in our modern life which in turn... desensitizes them to peers and the people surrounding them. Violence in Video Games is now accepted and very popular. People are much more BOLD and forward to write or say things on-line. Images of women are being depicted and disrespected, and ive come to realize... The media has bombarded our hearts. It doesn't want us to care for anything or ANYONE. Not being sensitive to others and there needs only leaves you ALONE.

 Im not boasting or bragging, as i said... Its hard for me, and being overly sensitive is not a good thing either. (which sometimes I am and need to work on) you cant take life too seriously or be offended by something someone said all the time.... But what i am saying is... I have a tender heart...its part of my family and part of who *I* am. Heavenly Father placed it inside me, and Id rather feel and to love then to never feel anything.

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